I am the existentialists dream in advertising. I am the buyer, bought in buying, the sale and the sold in selling. I am in the life worth living. I am repetitive, retooled themes in the advertisers eye. I am cash in their pocket, the expense account, the profit. I am in a stream that is dwindling, in an ecosystem collapsing. I am pollution. I am in the body that is dying, I see no point in lying. But I feel high most of the time. A coke can full of adrenaline. A burger cleaned with chlorine and an ego in need of a new car and patio furnishings. The dividing cell, someone's vision of hell. Christian religious indoctrination, the Muslim,